The Voice auditions. Izod Center, 2:00pm. You’d think I wouldn’t be nervous after Idol, but i’m sooooo unready. Don’t even know what song i’m gunna be singing. Don’t know how i’m getting there. Don’t know if their gunna bother me about not having someone older than 18 with me. Dunno, dunno, DUNNO. Idk. Whatever is God’s will.
i went shopping yesterday!
forever21 shoes to replace my other steve madden flats that i murdered this year (the soles are falling off those shoes…lmfao) i needed a replacement FAST :p went to steve madden cause i needed a neutral shoe. it was the last pair in my size at the storeeee hehe and theyre miiiiiinnnneeeeeeee! lookatdatass. SO I WAS DEVASTATED TO FIND OUT IM A SIZE EFFING 8. idk man im slipping...
hi. i'm mentally unstable!
what are you? :)
alright. i'll admit it.
i’m doubting myself. what if it doesn’t happen? the tour isn’t even starting off on the right foot. what if i fail? what if i end up making a fool of myself…? what do i say then?
That awesome moment when you're included in...
illusionskill: blogduchess: Kids in Love (uncensored version) // Mayday Parade (via kellyhennigan) always love always :)
how i know sydney rivera is my best friend.
1. we do the stupidest shit together. things i would never do with anyone else lol. 2. she lets me dress her up even when she hated dressing girly. 3. she’s letting me be her personal stylist when she goes shopping. 4. she always keeps her promises. 5. we pinky promised we’d take a road trip together across the u.s. all the way to california. 6. she always takes care of me. she really has...
i've realized this.
i guess will sound like a whole load of self pity but w.e. nobody really cares about what i do until i do something like get on american idol whereas everyone cares a fuckload about every other person when they post up a new picture on facebook with their shitty camera phone and it gets 100+ likes. i really wish i could say it didn’t bother me but when nobody can even simply share a...
im really nervous.
idol auditions next week and im nervous because im afraid i wont be able to go. theyre in pittsburgh 7 hours away by car my fam has no money for a hotel or transportation my brother is kindof a prick so he might not take me (ive already asked) and i dont have a song picked out at all. sydneys dad might be able to bring us, but i dont really know i’m afraid next thursday and friday will...
LMFAO. ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ there was a car coming up behind me at the end of the video…peep sydney runnign away and yelling lmfaooooo ♥
idk what i'd do without Sydney Rivera.
geez lmfao, i love her with all my heart.